LEAVE
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Your Story
LEAVE YOUR HAPPY, JOYFUL, or SAD MARK AND FIND COMFORT in READING THE SECRETS OF OTHERS.
MY RAPIST FOUND OUT I GOT MARRIED
My rapist found out I got married and blocked me. He was my best friend until he did that to me. I felt like staying “friends” made it less bad. I know I was delusional, but I’ve been sexually assaulted so many times and I didn’t want to admit he did that to me. But there’s no doubt. I was drunk and passed out after grieving and crying. I trusted him. Yes, I know I’m stupid. You don’t need to say it.
I REALLY WANT A GIRLFRIEND
I really really want a girlfriend.
I want to wake up and tell her good morning beautiful.
I want to see her smile as I bring her coffee and kiss her goodbye before we go to work.
I wanna cuddle when we stay up late watching horror movies til we’re too scared to sleep.
I want anything she wants to do as well.
I want a girlfriend.
WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN
It hasn't hit me that your gone for good. Maybe because I have hope that you're not. Wait and see I guess.
SEXUAL CURIOSITY
Despite having a very nice relationship, my curiosity about the opposite sex sometimes prevails. This is not about love, but about desire. I am not referring to infidelity, but purely to fantasizing about others.
I WISH PEOPLE WOULD HUG ME
I just wished people would hug me. I want to be hugged so bad.
FAKE DEGREE
I lied to my gf that I have a degree which I don’t and now I feel like shit. I’m afraid I’m going to lose her.
MY MOM'S LETTER
Since my mom’s passing I found a letter dated back to 2016 telling someone of my disability when I was born and told her story with some inaccurate events that did not occur. Whether it was true or not it made me very angry and it was probably the early stages of dementia that was settling in her. I shredded the letter never wanting the rest of my family to read it.
WORKING OVERTIME
I sneak out the house to do remote overtime. My wife doesn’t understand the challenge I face paying most of the bills. So I use excuses to go by my elderly parents and do overtime by them. Or when she’s out shopping I’m doing overtime. Or when I encourage her to hang with the girls – overtime.
SECRET SEXUALITY
I am lying to my wife about being gay. We met in high school. At that point, I raised the possibility to her that I was “bi” (definitely 100% gay though). She was absolutely disgusted at that possibility, and I never talked to her about it again. My mom told me in 5th grade she would disown me if I were gay. I talked to her on the phone today, 20+ years later, about a close friend who came out, and she said “I don’t mind any of that. I just want people to live their happiest lives”. I cried, watching my kids play at a park. I thought about the life I’m leading, and the life I should be leading. Don’t we all deserve better?
I HOPE I SEE YOU ONE MORE TIME
I hope I see you one more time. I need to. I want to say all the things I’ve felt for you the past 5 years.
A HAPPIER GENERATION
Im an idiot but i just want my students to happier than my generation.
I WISH WE GOT A REVIEW AT THE END OF OUR LIVES
I wish we got a review at the end of our lives:
– Most played/listened song for every year of your life no matter where you listened to it
– The happiest moment from every 10% segment of your life (10 moments)
– The worst moment from every 10% segment of your life (10 moments)
– Your biggest accomplishment
– Your biggest failure
– A list of people who liked you
– A list of people who didn’t
– The top 3 best years of your life
– The top 3 worst years of your life
– Ability to pick any 3 statistics from your life that you wanna know
Scared to tell the truth
I love you even though i will lie to your face about it every time. You don’t need me to say it anyway. You already can see it.
Life is unfair
I hate that my friend just got engaged, and I just got betrayed and had to break up. At the same time. Life is unfair. I am cursed to be alone.
immortality
i wanna be immortal so bad man. i wish i could be.
Hope
Life is short, in your loneliness you understand, that there are few people willing to listen to you and talk to you - nobody has time ...and the clock ticks, however your deserve good things, good moments and you grow up. The hope for improve yourself is around, you need to take in mind that you will build stairs for your happiness !!
The person who laughs from the outside but cries from the inside
I pretend like I am fine, while I am actually not. I want to live my best life, but at the same time I just feel this burning feeling inside me wich I cannot except. And do not want to except. I question every day why we live. And I suppose everyone in my surroundings struggles, everyone struggles with something. I believe that, that’s important. Maybe because that makes us who we are. I guess it is a challenge that life gives us. I am just not ready to accept the challenge of my life.
Crazy (and) in Love
When I was 6 my baby siter died. About a year later one of my best friends died. Later my teacher died, a friend of mine killed herself and a kid from my school got ran over by a truck just outside the gates. My stepgrandfather, who I've know all my live, seperated from my grandmother and now I'll never see him or his side of the family ever again. Half a year ago I think I was harrased but I was so drunk and I don't think he even knew that I didn't want him to touch me. I'm not good at saying no to people and often do things I'm not a 100% okay with. All these thoughts and a lot more are driving me crazy. Sometimes I feel like I can't escape and I'm trapped in my own haunting thoughts. I get panick attacks but didn't realise what they were until I was 16. I never talk to anyone because I don't want to and I don't know how. Recently I found my boyfriend, we were friends for about a year, and I'm feeling so much better now. I've had 2 (semi-)serious relationships before and I'm not even 20 yet. Still I love him so so much, it's truly a feeling I've never experienced before and now I'm a hundred percent sure I've felt love. What I thought was love before is nothing compared to this. He makes my darkness disappear, I always feel safe with him and I want to him about this stuff. No matter what you''ve gone through our how messed up your life seems, know that it'll be okay and that there is always someone, even if you don't notice at first.
I WAS NEVER GHOSTED
I was never ghosted. I was broken up with, dumped and/or ditched the proper way, being told it was over and then never spoken to again for absolutely the right reasons. Then, you went where you truly belong and built a life with the person you were meant to be with. Best decision you ever made. For both of us.
I FEEL LONELY
I have always been fortunate to have many friends around me. I am reasonably 'popular,' know a lot of people, and easily connect with others. I always enjoyed my large number of friends, but recently, this is changing. I still imagine myself in a world where I have a lot of people around me. However, my connections seem to be becoming increasingly superficial. I don't have a best friend, not for a long time, and because of my ease in social situations, I often fit in everywhere without standing out or forming a deeper connection with anyone. At the moment, I feel quite lonely, something my closest friends are unaware of. I sense a distance within myself and towards others. I try not to show it to anyone because I don't want them to worry about me. Yet, I somewhat blame my friends for not noticing, which is simultaneously silly because I don't communicate it either. I am really in a period where I don't feel at home anywhere, apart from my relationship and my home. Speaking of prejudices, people with so many social contacts can feel extremely lonely. And that's how I feel now. I feel lonely.